Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Just Do the Next Thing


Psalm 103:14;  Deuteronomy 33:27
Hello All ~
     “Just do the next thing…”  That’s my mantra these days.  If I listed all the areas that lacked and needed my attention I’d just tie a cement bag on my leg and jump into the St. Johns.  Well, of course I wouldn’t really do that but I’d feel like it.   My present life whirls on two speeds: fast and faster.  The barrages of duties and deadlines have added a few wrinkles to my face and probably some gray hair to my head. (I’m not sure about the gray because I don’t actually know my true hair color thanks to Lindsay my hairdresser)
      I’ve experienced other times in my 45 years of life that have required this same mental focus, forcing my mind not to delve into the future, but concentrate on just dealing with the next task.  A season much different than the one I face now; a season of despair and wounds.  A season of “I don’t want to get out of bed today… or ever”.  After my first husband left, I couldn’t imagine life alone.  Within that same year my parents were in a deadly car wreck that took my dad home to Heaven and left my mother in the hospital for days causing her to loose her job.  Those days threatened to paralyze me.  It was all I could do to open my eyes in the morning.  But I thank God for the advice I read in one of Elizabeth Elliot’s books.  Don’t worry about next week or even this afternoon.  Can you just get up and let the dog out?  Yes.  Can you just walk into the bathroom and brush your teeth?  Yes. I think I can do that, but what about… Just do the next thing. Don’t worry about 30 minutes from now…just do the next thing…and then the next thing…
     I don’t have time to elaborate.  My sticky note reminders wallpapered around me are calling me to the next thing!  Here is what I’m witnessing first hand in this season.  My only responsibility is to be obedient to God’s leading one moment at a time.  I’m learning afresh I cannot be everyone’s savior.  I cannot accomplish it all by myself.  But the good news is, I am not meant to do that. Neither are you.  I am called to obey one moment at a time.
     May you be encouraged today.  Whether your heart is broken or wrapped in a suffocating to –do list; just do the next thing.  While I don’t necessarily enjoy this type of living it does have its advantages.  In an odd way it’s quite freeing because there is no way in Heaven’s name you can survive without Him.  God’s got this.  You just do the next thing…   
He knows our frame.  He remembers that we are dust Ps. 103:14 …underneath are the everlasting arms.” Deuteronomy 33:27
Hope & Glory! to You ~
Rebecca

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Redlights or Roadblocks...


     II Timothy 2:3
Hey Everyone~
     I’m not sure where I ever got the idea that life would be easy…I want to be strong, but I don’t want to have to lift the weight or push my comfort zone.  Obviously, it doesn’t work that way…obviously. The other day God gave me a picture of life, as simple as it sounds, that has helped me endure when I’ve wanted to give up. 
     Driving to an appointment recently, I managed to hit almost every green light.  In rare form I sailed through intersections without hindrance.  Traffic flowed at the perfect pace and all was well with the world!  I made the mistake of equating my driving ease with confirmation of God’s will for my life.  Crazy I know… I said, “God, this must be your will for my life!  You have blown open every door and made it simple for me today.”
     As soon as the words formulated in my thoughts it dawned on me the error of my assumption.  So began the dialogue with me, myself and I.  Me started if off with a chuckle, “Wait a minute Rebecca… Are you saying, if you hit a red light you’d just turn around and go home?” 
     I responded, “Well, no.  I hate red lights, but I know if I will just be patient eventually it will turn green and I’ll move forward towards my destination.”
     Myself added, “You do realize that if you did turn around every time you hit a red light you’d probably never get home anyway.  Chances are the other lights on the pathway home would not all be green and you’d be caught in no mans land, giving up and turning around each time you hit a light.” 
     Time for a new thought process…Just because I hit red lights along the path of life doesn’t mean it’s time to turn around and head back.  I need the discipline and focus to push through those times or I’ll never reach the destination God has prepared for me.  One huge point my husband Ronnie reminded me of as I relayed to him my newly discovered understanding is the fact that red lights often protect us from disaster.  My cousin Daniel chimed in by asking me to name one hero in history or the Bible that turned around or quit when the going got tough.  I couldn’t.  That’s because to achieve God’s plan for your life will require a sense of determination not to quit just because it gets uncomfortable. 
     Today, as I type, I am facing problems and situations I’d like to chunk into the pond. Anyone else?!  I’d rather just turn my life around to remove myself from the situation.  And at times God does place roadblocks in our life or lets us know the bridge is washed out and we must turn back.  But there is a huge difference between a red light and a roadblock.  I don’t want to turn around when the going gets tough or things don’t move as quickly as I’d like.  I want to do as Paul encouraged Timothy in II Timothy 2:3, “Thou therefore endure hardness as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.” 
      I can endure because He’s not sending me out on this journey of life solo!  He’s always with me and I rest in that fact.  So today, I’ll endure patiently through the red lights in my life.  I’ll push forward knowing that God’s got this!  He is with me and will get me to the place He wants me, right on time!

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

The Power of Touch


Hi All ~
“Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word,
a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring –
all of which have the potential to turn a life around.”  Leo Buscaglia

    I loved my teaching job at Parkview.  I couldn’t believe I actually received a paycheck to be there every day! One of the perks of my job entailed our Tuesday morning prayer meetings. The privilege of being with such incredible, Godly teachers always inspired and encouraged me. But on this particular Tuesday, my mind struggled being present in the room.  My body sat towards the back of the group just as I had done numerous times. The conversation, the announcements for the week and a few prayer request sounded more like the teacher on Charlie Brown than anything I recognized.  The fierce battle exploding in my heart and mind forced my undivided attention. What if God isn’t enough? I needed to know…  Suddenly, I began to shake.
     I didn’t notice it at first because my insides had been shaking for weeks.  I think periodically throughout the last several days there had been moments I began to shake outwardly, but I had always been able to regain my composure.   Today, however, I couldn’t control it. In recent days, I’d been forced to ask God and myself, “If everything were stripped away from me, would He truly be enough?”
 The reality of that question scared me to death.  I’d been banking on the truth of His sufficiency my whole life. The test day had arrived and I didn’t know the answer.  
      At that moment every external thing I heard and saw clicked into slow motion. I started fading away into a world I could not reach and I believed could not reach me.  The foundational question about God being enough thundered through my thoughts like a storm.  The louder it shouted the more my uncertainty built.  My insides intensified like the winding of a Jack in box.  I dreaded the closing prayer. I had no idea how in Heaven’s name I’d be able to stand up, let alone walk down the hall to my class.
     As the group bowed their heads to pray, the shaking escalated becoming more visible and uncontrollable.  I felt any moment now, the strength to take the next breath would be gone and I would end up in a puddle on the ground.  Everyone would be so shocked and say, “Oh, my goodness, what’s wrong with Rebecca?” I had no idea what would happen next. I didn’t know what to do.  I wondered if this was how it felt to go crazy.
     Suddenly, in the midst of this intense battle, I felt a gentle hand on my back.  As if somehow this hand yanked me from the fight and lifted me above the warfare long enough to catch my breath and stop the arrows for just a moment. This touch propelled love and compassion through my veins, overriding the debilitating doubts and fears.  Strength and calm returned to my body.  I could breath again and almost instantly my shaking stopped! Someone had reached through the dark veil and pulled me back to the present.   I peeked to see whose hand had ministered the relief.  It was Jessica, our new student teacher.  She’d been sitting in the desk next to me. After prayer she looked over to me and asked, “Rebecca, are you alright?  You were shaking.”
     She just touched me.  No words. No solutions.  No magic potions. But her simple gesture overwhelmed my senses and stopped a torrent of fear from erupting.  Her powerful act created a calm, peacefully stream of courage and hope to flow instead.
Her touch pointed me in the right direction to finding the answer I so desperately needed to know.
        A hero is someone you would want to emulate.  Jessica matched the description perfectly that morning.  She will never know how God used her simple act of kindness to help me.  It humbled me, as it revealed my inability to do this thing called life alone.  But even more, her willingness to reach out to one in need inspired me, even in my pain, to see past myself to those who may need a simple act of kindness.
    I wonder how the leprous man must have felt the day Jesus reached out and touched his disease infested body. I imagine he may have felt somewhat like I did in that classroom prayer meeting; wondering if anyone could make a difference, wondering if there is still hope.
     I have a feeling that he, like me, will never again underestimate what a simple touch can do!

Hope & Glory! To You ~ Love
Rebecca

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Three Times' A Charm


Proverbs 16:9
 Good Day Everyone ~ 
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     Sometimes life is weird...at least it is for me anyway.  Sometimes, even though I think I know what God is telling me, I need extra encouragement or confirmation that He knows where I am; and He will handle everything exactly according to His plan if I will seek Him and get out of His way!  Recently during one of my journaling times, I mentioned to God, "Honestly Lord, I could really use some encouragement - from You.  Something to let me know that You see me and that I'm on the path you designated for me."  
     The next morning I had a few minutes so I plopped down on my green couch and literally flipped open my Bible hoping for some type of direction.  My eyes fell on a passage of scripture I hadn't read in a long time describing the Lord delivering me and His way being perfect...by my God I can leap over a wall etc...  My heart quickened. I sure hope He meant for me to read that, but I took it with a grain of salt.  How did I know God truly intended me to read these exact verses? I had just slung open the page. I'm old enough to know gaining doctrine and fact with that method can prove dangerous. Just ask my unmarried friend who found her life verse that way!  One day she flipped open her Bible and read "If any man come after me, let him!..."  She instantly declared that her life verse :)   What if I had flipped to Lamentations 3 where it says, "He has led me into darkness, but not into light. Surely He is against me..."?  Just because I like what the random passage said, didn't necessarily mean God sent that word to me for my particular circumstance.  But I did tell Him thank you and maybe He really did mean that for me.  I just wish I knew for sure.
     Later, before hitting the hay for the night, I grabbed my Bible to read my regular reading.  I figured since this morning proved to be a little willy-nilly in my scripture reading selection, I needed to follow my every day reading plan.  I pulled my crimson bookmarker across the page to open my Bible and gazed on the passage before me...my mouth dropped.  Get this: The exact same verses I had read from Psalms that morning appeared almost verbatim in the II Samuel passage I read that night!  "The Lord delivered me...by my God I leaped over a wall...As for God His way is perfect...He is a buckler to all those that trust in Him..."
     By this time my confidence level expanded into believing that God did indeed send these verses across my path, but still...the daunting issues and decisions before me sent the my uncertainty meter off the charts.  Right or wrong, I still hesitated in embracing these promises for this specific situation in my life.  I remember that many things happen in threes.  Jesus asked for His cup to be removed three times.  Paul asked three times for the thorn to be removed.  Jesus asked Peter three times if he loved him... If I just had one more confirmation, I could put all doubt to rest.
     A day or so later I received a text from a friend...would you like to take a guess at what it said?!  YEP!  'As for God, His way is perfect...He is a buckler to all who trust in Him..." May I add, I had told no one about this...not Ronnie, not my friends, no one.   
     God blew me away by His attentiveness to my little world and my silly questions.  He didn't have to do that.  Quite frankly, many times I’ve felt like the cut and dry answers have evaded me like the plague.  But for whatever reason, He knew I needed to be certain He purposed these verses for me that day.  
     This experience reminded me of how personal and tender; intimate and caring God is towards us.  Do you need Him to reveal Himself to you?  My friend Stephanie encouraged me when she reminded me the other day that God does not desire us to wandering around on this huge globe not knowing His plan for us.  He does want us to know! So we must ask and trust that He will lead us as He promised.  
      Are you wondering what in the world you’re supposed to be doing?  Then ask Him.  Then listen. Then ask Him to confirm it to you through His word and open doors.  “A man’s heart deviseth his way; but the LORD directeth His steps.”  Proverbs 16:9  
Hope & Glory! to You ~ Love
Rebecca

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Lady Like & Delicate... of course


I Peter 5:7
Hi All ~ 
This may surprise you...although those of you who know me are numb to my crazy statements by now - it's just the norm for me I guess :)  Anyway...since we are just a small operation at work I'm responsible for just about everything (except cleaning the restrooms, which is nice - especially the men's side, if you know what I mean) Ok, this is the part that may surprise you.  One of my very favorite duties is taking out the garbage.  I'm not so keen on the collecting part.  There is usually left over lunches that stink to high heaven and it never fails something manages to leak all over the floor.  But once I've gotten it all securely in the big black bags, I love gathering it up and heading out the door to the dumpster.  For one thing it gets me out of the office and into the sunshine.  It also feels like a sense of accomplishment because it's a job I can see immediate results (not often the case in my list of duties).  But my favorite part happens a few feet away from the dumpster.  The receptacle is much taller than I am so I have to stand back, brace my self and fling the bag with gusto for it to clear the wall...all very lady like and delicate of course.
The other day I was trekking across the parking lot with a jam-packed bag.  I held it out away from my body so as to not let it touch my clothes. It felt like an especially tense week and I couldn't wait to have permission to throw something! I stood a little farther away than normal so I could really let loose with the bag.  I braced myself and pitched the bag with all my might. Oh, it felt so good!  
As the bag sailed through the air I longed for that bag to be filled with burdens weighing on my heart.  I longed to gather those up and give them a big fling! Oh, it would feel so good.  I thought of a verse I had learned as a little girl.  So simple and yet so powerful. "Casting all your cares on Him (this is the good part) for He careth for you."  I Peter 5:7. (Remember anytime you see "eth" at the end of the word it means continually, habitually...)  
Watching the bag sail from my hand, I knew I had more casting I could do.  I didn't need to walk around trying to carry all my burdens.  I had a mighty God in Heaven who wants me to cast my cares on Him...because He cares for me.  He continually cares for me whether I think I deserve it or not, whether I feel warm and fuzzy or crabby and irritated.  And He cares for you too. I needed to take this verse to heart.  I'm cared for and loved by an awesome God who actually asks me to cast all my care on him.   
Alrighty then... Here it comes! 

Hope & Glory! To You ~ Love
Rebecca

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

The Wild Ride..

Hi Everyone ~ Special treat today :)  I want you to meet Monica Henry.  She is my guest blogger today ~ You will be encouraged and challenged by her thoughts today.  More about Monica at the end of the post but for now... her she is!



"Don't let the world steal your soul.  Being a Christian is about choosing Jesus and deciding to do something incredibly daring with your life."
- The Irresistible Revolution

I wasnt a very adventurous kid.  My adventures were more often confined to the pages of a Nancy Drew book, than the real world.  I liked to be home, safe with my parents, and three siblings, never straying far from the only house Id known.  I loved predictability and only tried something new when I was absolutely forced to.  Vacation didnt change my thoroughly boring outlook.  When my parents took us to Disneyland each year, my interests never ventured too far from Fantasyland.  I was content to ride the baby rides and hang out on a bench eating a Nestle Crunch ice cream bar with my mom while my older siblings took on the far more exciting big kid rides long after I was tall enough to ride them.  One year, however, that all changed.  Im not sure what prompted it.  It could have been anything. Most likely, my parents were tired of Fantasyland or maybe they thought I needed to break out of my solidly predictable Disney routine.  Whatever it was, I found myself in line for Thunder Mountain Railroad crying hysterically and begging my dad to let me go back to my mom.  My dad was a fantastic dad, usually compassionate and sensitive to his daughters feelings, but that day he was unrelenting. There would be no waiting on the bench today, just the wildest ride in the wilderness. Super. 

The line seemed eternal. My dad tried to reassure me that it would be fun and that he would be with me the whole time.  No worries, right?  Sure, dad.  Absolutely.  I boarded the train and listened to the jovial prospector remind me keep my hands and feet inside at all times. Not a problem, bud.  Sitting down, I tried desperately to figure out how to grip the brown padded lap bar that was suspended several inches above my eight year old lap.  The train lurched forward and my dad squeezed me close.  There was no turning back.

I dont remember the actual ride.  What I do remember is the exhilaration I felt after the ride.  It was amazing. I felt amazing.  I wanted to do it again and again.  All of the fear and worry and hysterics were replaced with a tremendous sense of accomplishment and a desire to do more, to try bigger and scarier rides.  I was officially a big kid.  Space Mountain and the Matterhorn followed and were later outdone when youth group and family trips took me to Six Flags.  I still loved Fantasyland, but I now knew bigger and better things existed and no amount of ice cream would keep me from experiencing them.

Many Christians live their lives in Fantasyland content to ride familiar, safe rides, never fully experiencing the life Jesus died for them to have.  We tell others how wonderful it is to know Jesus, to follow Him, but, in reality, we havent made it very far beyond the castle gate.  We havent really experienced what it is to genuinely follow the risen Christ.  Frankly, were afraid. Im afraid. Trusting Him with my eternity is one thing; trusting Him with my physical life, my family and my money is quite another. What if He asks us to do something scary? What if He demands more than were willing to give? Fear is a powerful deterrent and one that keeps so many of us on the bench unwilling to try something bigger.  Unfortunately (or, perhaps, fortunately), when we agree to believe in Jesus, He requires us to do much bigger things if we are to really follow him.  Love our neighbor.  Forgive and pray for our enemies.  Defend the fatherless.  Provide for the poor.  Hes asking us to live contrary to a culture that so desperately wants to suck us in.  Following Jesus is big and scary. For petes sake, the idea of losing ones life comes up a time or two. Thankfully, He didnt leave us here to do it on our own.  Here you go, kid! Good luck with all that humanity business!  No way.  Graciously, He gave us His spirit to guide us. He gave us His very self as an example of love triumphing fear and making the impossible possible.  He is the Father who lovingly puts his arm around us and squeezes us tight, reassuring us that the ride will be worth it if were willing to take the risk.  Are you? Am I? If you believe that Jesus transcended time and space to become, in all of His deity, one of us; to inhabit our broken, dark world, all because He couldnt stand the thought of being apart from his kids, then we have to abandon our complacency and fear and climb aboard.  Mercy and grace compel us to. 

I didnt accept this concept willingly up until last fall.  Not really, anyway.  Circumstances collided in a way that caused a literal come to Jesus meeting.  It wasnt pretty, but, in the end, I emerged newly confident in who I knew God was, what I could expect from Him, and what He expected from me.  Bottom line is that I was tired of being scared.  Tired of wondering what He could do to me next. Tired of being paralyzed by imagined circumstances and possibilities.  I wanted the abundant life Jesus promised and it was time to get in line. Good news, folks.  He didnt ask me to live in a mud hut in Africa (why is that always the worst thing God can ask of us!?!) or strike me with a deadly illness.  He did, however, give me clarity in areas that were hopelessly murky.  He gave me a new direction and challenged me to look ahead with fresh perspective. Thank you, Jesus.

Friends, there is a generation of believers rising up, who are taking Jesus at His word with a genuine, whole hearted devotion. Issues of social justice, poverty, and the orphan crisis are being addressed and embraced by the Bride of Christ.  Lives are being radically changed by those who not only speak of Jesus, but act like Him too. The world is desperate for a Savior, but we cant show it one sitting on a bench licking the ice cream off our fingers.  Im not sure what its going to look like, but Im ready to be a big kid.  Im ready to feel the rush of the wind, feel my stomach drop as I crest the top of a big hill, ready to feel my Fathers arm secure around my shoulders as we careen around the bend. Im ready to hang on to my hat and glasses, cause this heres the wildest ride in the wilderness. Come with me.

"A thief comes only to steal and to kill and to destroy. I have come so that they may have life and have it in abundance."  John 10:10

Monica, originally from Arizona, landed in FL with her husband, Aaron, when he accepted the call as Minister of Media @ Westside Baptist Church in Jacksonville. She loves Jesus, her husband, and her three boys. When time permits, or she can adequately distract her children, she also loves a great book and musical theater. 

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

A Laughing Stock No More!


Matthew 7:11   
Hey Everyone ~   In one week, it will be my privilege to introduce you to the lady in the story!  Monica will be a guest blogger on the next post.  Because of the incident you're about to read, I discovered she is a gifted writer with wisdom beyond her years. I've included the link to her own blog - message from the MOB ( mother of boys) below so you can find out for yourself :)  I'm looking forward to you guys meeting :)  Ok...now for the story....         
      Just a regular Tuesday morning… Jumped out of my car headed for the double glass doors to enter a new workday.  My arms overflowed with computer bag, purse, present for someone in the office and …my keys.  As I fumbled for the right key I noticed a little red headed boy with his mom and baby brother in the hallway.  Instantly I thought, “Oh good! Maybe Monica will just open the door for me.” I hate trying to juggle all of this junk just to get in the door.
About that time the little redheaded 4 year old pointed his finger straight at me and began laughing at my dilemma; that I’m locked outside the building and he’s safe and sound inside the building.  I threw my shoulders back, dropped my chin and squinched (I think I just made that word up…but you know what I mean, right?) up my forehead all in one seamless motion. Was he really laughing at me? I didn’t realize I looked that pathetic.  I felt that pathetic, just didn’t realize it showed!
     His mother threw her shoulders back and squinched up her forehead, called out his name and graciously came to my rescue to let me in the building.  With raised eyebrows she said, “It looks like you have just been mocked!”  We both chuckled at the incident and I carried on to my office and she to hers.  I didn’t think another thing about it.  I’ve been around boys my whole life.  His mocking seemed a natural boyish thing to do...
     About 30 minutes later I heard little voices in the reception area; probably just Monica and the young ones coming in to say hi and grab a special treat from their favorite secretary, Mrs. Teri.  But I heard the shuffle of little feet heading my way. I peaked my head around the corner and sure enough there stood a red headed little boy and his momma…chokes me up to remember his horrified expression and wide eyes.  The child came and stood a few feet in front of me, staring, never moving his crocodile sized eyes off my face.  The fear in his face made me want to rush to his side, but his mother did instead.  She knelt down close behind him and as she did his body weight fell against her arms.  He never took his eyes off mine, like a baby deer caught in the headlights.  He stood there.  I sat there.  I had only worked in the office for a few weeks and this proved to be only the second time I had ever been face to face with the lad. I didn’t know what to do and he didn’t know what to say.
     Once again his mother came to his rescue.  “Remember what you told me upstairs?  Tell Mrs. Rebecca what you said you want to tell her.”  Eyes glued to my face, he swallowed hard as if trying to pump words out of a deep well. “Go ahead,” his mother encouraged.  “Just tell her what you told me.”  Then clear as a bell the dear boy announced, “I’m sorry for making fun of you.”  My heart melted… now I really didn’t know what to do.  Awestruck at what I had just witnessed I managed to muddle out some kind of, “Oh, that’s ok…”  I wish I’d whipped up something more comforting. Whatever I said brought the incident to a close and the relieved boy and mom left the office.
     You may think the point of this story is about the boy. It is not. It’s about the mom.  Tuesday morning I witnessed a mother who loved her son too much to allow him bad habits of mistreating or making fun of the less fortunate.  How much easier her life would have been to blow the whole thing off!  She could have removed the awkward moments of bringing her son to apologize and watching him agonize in front of me.  But the tenderness I observed as I witnessed Monica enabling her child to do the right thing by standing behind him, even holding him up when he was too afraid to stand on his own… demonstrated a beautiful, heart-warming 3-D picture of our Heavenly Father!  I’ve replayed that scene over and over in my mind this week.  But the characters in the story have changed. Instead, I’m that scared, repentant little red head and my Heavenly Father is the One behind me, gently encouraging and holding me up.

    I thank God for letting me experience that scene this week.  I needed to know that my Father is with me every step, even when I mess up.  And so is He with you, my friend!  Maybe you’ll join me in the question I’ve asked myself repeatedly, “Do you seriously think that Monica loves her son any more than the Father loves you?”  The answer is…No way, Jose!   “If you then being evil know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father, which is in Heaven, give good things unto them that ask Him?”  Matt. 7:11    You are loved with an everlasting love! Don’t reject it or dismiss it.  Bask in it.  Humble yourself to accept His grace.  And live free and light today!

Hope & Glory! to You ~ Love
Rebecca