Smells like
cocky…
Psalm 31
You can spot them a mile away…Funny, while
it’s obvious to everyone else, often the person of reference thinks no one
knows. I’ve been guilty. I’m talking about the person who thinks
they’re all that and a bag of
chips. Weird isn’t it how we can almost
smell when someone is just a little too big for their britches? I’m not sure what gives it away, but there is
a certain air around those who believe they are God’s gift to mankind or to the
workplace or to the neighborhood block party…I can't speak for anyone else, but like I said, I've stunk to high heaven with it myself.
I’d like to think many of those days are
behind me as I’ve matured and grown to understand more of my need for Christ as
my daily life. I do, however, recall
with vivid memory the first time I realized how ridiculous I had been acting
after thinking initially how cute and flirty I must be. It’s embarrassing…
I was in Jr. High. My youth group gathered in someone’s home for
something. I had a crush on someone whose name I don’t remember or even
recollect what he looked like. I do
recall sitting on the couch convinced I must be making a darling impression on
him when something clicked. It was almost
as if I could see myself apart from myself, like in a movie, and I realized how
ridiculous I actually acted.
I thank God for that memory…strange how
certain things will stick out in your mind.
I can barely remember what I wore yesterday, but I recall that feeling
from 30 years ago clear as a bell.
I say
all that to say just be who you are. Don’t worry about impressing anyone. Dress with a desire to honor your King. Treat others with respect and the humility of
realizing when you look into their eyes they are a person created in the image
of God. Each person is someone of
value. Each person puts his or her
clothes on the same way. All must brush
our teeth to have clean breath and all have uniqueness to be celebrated.
So instead of flitting around vying to
make a good impression or slipping into the shadows in hopes of being lost in
the crowd, take it as it comes. Every
person you come across is a person to look into the eye gate of their soul and
hopefully share the love of Jesus with a warm smile and kind word.
I’m challenged and guided by the verses in
Ps 31… I remember reading it the night I came home from that activity,
embarrassed and needing a new plan of action!
“In Thee O Lord do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed…Into thine
hand I commit my spirit…My times are in they hand…Make thy face to shine upon
thy servant…Thou shalt hide them in the secret of thy presence from the pride
of man…Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart…”
Hope &
Glory to you my friend,
Rebecca
Always love your perspective and transparency. Always love when you update your blog! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Janice :) Was thinking about you guys the other day! Hope all is well. Are you getting close?
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